Saturday, December 1, 2012

My Saviour:)


We think the same
When I called out to you
You came
You finish my sentences
You know exactly what to say
When I needed someone so badly
You didn't turn away
When I'm down
You make me smile
You are always there for me
To go the extra mile
You are my only true friend
The one there threw it all
You hold out a helping hand
To pick me up each time I fall
You are so damn good to me
How do I deserve?
Some people say I'm so outgoing
But its you who gave me nerve
People comment on my smile
Or my pretty eyes
But its you who lives inside of me
You are what make's me shine
You see friend, you complete me
That's why our friendships true
Forever and for always
A completed me and you.


After a long gap,I got some time to pen down something about a special person in my life.We have been great buds since our college days.Initially,I took her to be a dumbass because she always had some typical seriousness on her face,so my perception wasn't at fault:D.Ohhh! I forgot to mention her name,she is-"Vidhi ",well that's her popular name,for me she is "Totli Tiwaran":D.First year in college had been awesomely great,I really can't think of any superlative degree to add onto it.I used to bug her,screw her head badly every now and then and trust me she loved it all despite her resistance to it:D.She has been my "Saviour" because she has always pulled me out of everything,even good situations at times:D.I used to text her friends on her behalf but usually It ended up in a disaster:D.Not that I haven't ever tried to soothe her nerves and helped her,but things used to fall apart most of the time:P I used to stroll with her and "Eyetonic" was the only time when our views were pretty similar,else we were more like "north pole-south pole".


Her weekend stay at my place,we having a gala time together,making fun of each other,we managed to smile despite the tears rolling down our eyes,our talks(that have been ultimate,and will always be),the stupid dreams that we dreamt together and have still been dreaming of(I never wanted to dream anything with her,but scarcity of....made us do so:D),wild imagination I would say:D.


I really miss you for everything,right form every nostalgic moment to every situation where we just couldn't stop giggling.He elderly advises and comments,which she herself couldn't apply in her life:D-I love it all.I am falling short of words because the way she has holded my hands and been by my side,I think that makes her all the way "Special" for me.I cannot forget the traumatizing secrets that we used to share with each other but couldn't stop laughing till our stomach ached because of those extra effects and imagination that was put into play:D.


I have been dreaming of the day when she will get married, because as of now I am the only specimen she has with her for her experiments of any sort:D. Nevertheless,I would love to bear all her tortures:):P.She is an awesome,vibrant(lately I realized this:D)and a lovable being.I can't do injustice to you by writing any adjective because that might end up being an understatement:).She has taught me ways and means of getting rid of situations that have been bugging me since long,made me smile whenever she could:).Despite all ups and downs,I can proudly say that we are "Friends Forever,Friends for Life".:)

I wish her all the best for her life,and trust me no matter for how long people or close ones are going to be with her,I can atleast assure her that she has to bear my crappy brunts all her life:P:)

Love You my Amitabh :):D

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Life: A Journey Worthwhile

A man doesn't have time in his life
to have time for everything.
He doesn't have seasons enough to have
a season for every purpose. Ecclesiastes
Was wrong about that.


A man needs to love and to hate at the same moment,
to laugh and cry with the same eyes,
with the same hands to throw stones and to gather them,
to make love in war and war in love.
And to hate and forgive and remember and forget,
to arrange and confuse, to eat and to digest
what history 
takes years and years to do.


A man doesn't have time.
When he loses he seeks, when he finds
he forgets, when he forgets he loves, when he loves
he begins to forget.


And his soul is seasoned, his soul
is very professional.
Only his body remains forever
an amateur. It tries and it misses,
gets muddled, doesn't learn a thing,
drunk and blind in its pleasures 
and its pains.


He will die as figs die in autumn,
Shriveled and full of himself and sweet,
the leaves growing dry on the ground,
the bare branches pointing to the place
where there's time for everything.



The heading might sound a bit philosophical,but its just too realistic.Do we need to take Life "Seriously"?Every second person is found to be facing some situations in life which often strain their nerves and compel them to think over the same.Quoting a few set of questions might help in co-relating.Why do we take any relationship in life seriously even when we know its end might not be as expected and everything would fall apart?Why we take relationships like friendship seriously even when we know that a single truth despite hundred lies spoken all the while,may break the bond and would lead to parting ways? Infact there are umpteen things in life we don't have a control over,yet don't know what is it that doesnt stop us from being serious in our life.Why can't we be fun loving,jovial in tackling even the worst situations in life.
We spend most of our life bearing tantrums which in no way are giving us mental peace,the sense of contentment and a settled life.Life can never always be fun.If you facing turmoil,you soon would find happiness too.In this life full of hustle and bustle,I have seen people craving for inner peace just because they are not able to untangle some complications in their life.They ultimately end up being a pissed off being.Some people end up not getting their expected goal in life,they undergo a state of depression and what not.But is any sort of resentment or repentance going to change the situation?Why not to stay Cheerful and feel blessed that you are free of going through the traumas.Bringing sense of positivity and the fact "LIFE though bitchy or witchy,can vanish with the spur of moment" can definitely help in living life to our fullest,infact every bit of it.
Stop worrying about what people think about you,how they react,respect relationships but don't lose your self respect in nurturing them.Life is an unpredictable thing,why to waste it over petty things that are just meaningless.There is so much to do in life,so much to explore,so much to unwhirl.Realise the essence of life because its good to be late than "late Mr.":D
So,Learn to live life sincerely but not "SERIOUSLY".:-)

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Shallow Brains: You can't escape them.





I never ever thought that like ponds and small rivers even people have become shallow.Shallow in the way they think,they respond,they react,just everything.There was actually a time when you could rely on people and consider them to be your friends and close ones because they belonged to you.But now with the Shallow mentality taking a toll on people,such expectations have become mere imaginations.

They lack the sense of understanding and reciprocating because they have become too materialistic and petty things like feelings,they hardly matter or hold any position in their life.Infact,the situation now is so grave that every second person is found to be cheating on other for some unclear reasons.Just for as long as they feel one should stay with them in their life,its all Okay for them,but as soon as they realise the person is expecting a bit too much they prefer to keep themselves out of league and kick such unwanted people from their lives,not even realising they might mean the world to someone.I have seen people's heart tend to malfunction at the very moment of taking some crucial decisions in life,but their brain never does.In small little things inspite of looking for pleasure,they look for their personal interest and that too on long term basis.Sounds hilarious but you too might have come across such people in your life.Needless to say,every second person who comes in your life has the same"Shallow Brain".

Infact people these days just for the sake of their mental peace crush any relation and dump it,not even being able to sense how long it might have taken someone to nurture every moment that they had spent together.And one more thing thats worth paying attention,People when they find better candidates suiting their future prospects and needs,they take no time in replacing the other candidate and again its their mighty Shallow Brain which makes them do it all.I am using the word Candidate because for such petty brains we all are nothing more but a candidate:).

Beware of Shallow brains,and don't let your brain become shallow to make things and situations appealing.I would love to be by the Shallowness of nature but not a Shallow Being:)


This awesome poem would add more meaning to what I wrote:

This is a Strange world
With a lot of people
Running after money
As it is honey
They assert,"I love to talk"
But no idle talk
When there is need
They talk to all people
They Invite,chat
Saying"I love to chat"


After their need
 they hide in their shell
Feeling quite well
Spent their life
With their wife.
When their is a strife or turmoil,
They apply oil
to their boss
At all cost
To get a raise
In their own ways.


Tuesday, March 6, 2012

The Inescapable Voids


"Sometimes in life we don't need anyone,
But sometimes in life we don't have anyone when we need."



Void-The dark empty space that somehow stays in your life and affects it to the core,even if everything else is working fine.Void in life due to some avoidable circumstances proves to be a disaster that ruins your life and getting out of any such trauma is more like climbing the Mt. Everest,almost next to impossible.There is no one in this world who doesn't own a void-be it for such sort of regrets or losing someone too close in life.No matter how strong and practical we may sound or appear to be like,no matter how ignorant we try to behave towards various demoralising and dejecting situations,still just a void has the power to take a toll on you and like a tornedo,it can wipe all your cherished happiness in a go.What is it that makes a void in life overpower us contradicting our perception that voids are short-lived?


Its been truely said"Hundreds of lies donot break a relationship,but a single truth does".
Similar is the power of a VOID.Its pull is even more intense than that of a black hole.Even if you try hard to get out of its whirlpool,you still get stuck into it.There are many such tornado kinda voids in my life,aren't there in yours?